BitterSweet

so the girl who i been cupcaking with for this week b/c of her super in the sack talents got to attached after 2 days so i had to curb her. hate to see her leave but theres always another one yo...the same night i was getting ready to go out when my phone rang..now..usually i dont answer but...it was #1.............so i answered and she sounded sad and asked if she could come over..being that she supposed to leave on day 22 with her fiance who is currently in thailand and this was the 2nd time she called me to come over since hes been here..lol..who am i to turn down #1 in need...so that being said i cancelled my night out went to the store got a bottle of thai whiskey, cleaned up all the evidence of other women being at my pad and waited for her..upon arrival she told me this crazy ass story about how her fiance and her got into a fight, he slapped her..and she

 returned the favor by smashing a glass into his face...OUCH...but at the same time hit a girl for what asshole..fuck him..but anyways she proceeded to tell me that it was part of her plan to come visit me one more time before she left it just snowballed into some other shit. honestly i beleive her as she did something similar the last time far as an excuse to basically not come home that night and stay with me. So after some sansomg we went at it..#1 is #1 for a reason and 

let me tell you that breakup sex, if you want to call it that is always very emotional yet crazy..im sure you already know but...after 3 rounds in the night we passed out around 2 oclock.

 now this is where shit gets twisted..or semi twisted at least..

Well..i think i may have jinxed myself from the last blog as i talked so much about my favorite feature of my new apt being the security guard at the front so as to keep unwanted guests out...So about 3am i hear a pounding..i think its just someshit in my sleep but more i wake i realize its fucking the girl i curbed earlier today pounding at more door shouting "teelock, teelock ja(sweetheart) FUCK! usually i dont give a shit but this is #1 sitting here and it might not make sense to my western homeys reading this but i prefer to save face in front of her its like..she knows what i do but we dont talk about it so its cool..whatever. i jump up and open the door..she

 pushes her way in i grab her and place her outside the front and stand out and close the door..i say "listen, i dont want you here, why you come" she says " i love you teelock" i say listen i have lady here so you cannot stay tonight.. im sorry...she bursts into tears and starts running down the hallway to leave..now im kind of lucky as most thai girls would not just leave like that but this one is really hot and well..i think shes not the type to just be getting to stupid over man. yet i know she was hurt...sorry....so i walk back in and whew! #1 is still sleeping..how did she sleep through all that noise...i dont know...but anyways i wake her up for sex...to make sure shes okay than after pass out..

now i kind of expected her to leave in the morning but if she want stay..up to her as i know she gonna go in 2 days and ill never see her again...maybe...but she decided to stay. now i thought i had cleaned out all the other womens shit but #1 picked up a thai magazine of thai superstars and started to read it...obviously it wasnt mine...it was some girl who left it at my house..for whatever reason i didnt think of this but #1 is so damn smart..i instantly knew that she knew but just didnt say anything..maybe it had something to do with the fact that shes leaving in 2 days but she didnt either so everything seemed cool..deep down i knew she knew. moving forward..i can say without trying to juice the numbers that we broke my personal record of 8...and did it close to 10 times from 11am to about 12am at night...you may be thinking that sounds crazy but...after having a lot of fun one builds up stamina and well just looking at this girl naked gets me in the mood. nuff said. at 12 oclock at night my homey calls me and says "what the

 fuck im at the disco come throo" #1 was still here though and she had been fighting with her fiance on the phone sometimes during sex...lol 

we got ready and went to the disco..now the only problem with #1 is she is a horrible drunk..basically we had a great time till her fiance called and for whatever reason she 

chose to answer..i kind of figured she had stretched out her time with me. she comes back from the bathroom looking disturbed i ask whats wrong, she says that her fiances friend who is visiting thailand is in the club so i say okay we go...by this time we had just cracked bottle number 2 and it was #1 that paid for it. or maybe her fiance indirectly.. thanks for the drank sucka...she gets mad all a sudden and says no "i go you stay". she explained that she knew i had women 

at my house b/c the magazine was something that i would never read and rather than lie about it i told her it was true..but i told her to fuck off so i could see her..she got mad and left. rather than chase her down i let her go as me and her have had many drunken episodes in the past and i knew this one was no different. plus..shes leaving soon. usually its easy for me but the end my friend is always bittersweet.. so there it is..unfortunately after a day of supersex we end this note. you may be asking well isnt she getting married to some other dude soon? why did she flip? like i said its more about saving face at the end of the day...at least they dont like to hear 

about it. any other girl i would lie but #1 is to smart so lying would hurt it worse..

anyways...this morning she called me and said sorry..i said its all good and ill always be her friend and that if she needs my help she can email me. its kind of good that we end on that note as it makes it easier to forget about her. that and the other 10 girls im juggling..hahaha either way..its now saturday which is "primetime" all i know is i got a bottle saved at 2 clubs and my homey has another at a 3rd so..i anticipate we will hit 2 of 3 if not all of them. im going to try to leave the club before 4am as lately i been getting home at 6 and thats just hella late. im hung over from lastnight so ima go do one of my favorite pastimes...the 2 hour by fine thai girl $8 massage...HOLLA