She just left, and let me say it was a long fucking day...literally. last night a homey from US touched down and as the newly appointed Bkk liazon i had to show him a good time. I met up with him at his spot and we got in the taxi and i negotiated the usual...you take us there for free b/c you make commision ride to the disco. So off we went and we got there a little early..if you call 1:00am early but hey its an after hours spot. He kind of looked at me like wasup because there wasnt alot of people there, to which i replyed wait 20 minutes.....sure enough 15 minutes later the ladys had poured in. the club was cracking, i surveyed the field and identified 2 ladys that fit my taste but being that my homey was here on holiday and its an everyday thing for me i didnt care much and we started to get drunk. about an hour into the club i noticed we had nearly drank the whole bottle of whiskey just us 2 and well being that i havent drank for nearly a week and a half i was fucked up. My homey was browsing a few and chattering a bit with one bird. after enjoying myself for a while i decided it was time to get into action. i did a round about the club and found that my initial 2 selections were best but one was gone. i got back to the table to see the other one who was seated 4 tables away immersed in a conversation with some dude. mai pen rai. i tapped my homeys shoulder and said you see that one talking to dude, ima pull that. within a minutes time we made eye contact and i motioned for her to come talk to me. she instantly left dude and walked over to the table. now homeys on holiday get taken to the "pro spots" and while ive pulled many normal chicks, like my accountant from this location well this one was a working girl. we talked a little bit and i told her id like to hang out with her later but my friends on holiday so ill find her once hes situated. she agreed and left to the other side of the club to go hang out wiht her friends. the guy who she had been chillen with gave me a dirty look but hey you can fuck off. So my homey was coolen and i saw this bird that i would take but being we were hunting for him i tapped her on the shoulder as she walked by and when she looked i pointed at my friend. it was a lock so i found the one i had spoken to and we drunkenly stumbled out the club. i was so drunk that i took the glass itself with my drink with me and got into the taxi and went home. When we got home i was so drunk that i only did it like half a time meaning, half way through i was just tired so i stopped and just said ehhhh we'll fuck later and fell asleep. In the morning i woke up and looked over at a gorgeous face, her milk was okay and her booty was average but man she was a looker forsure.
So we started to get busy and basically the whole day we did it up. it was above expectation and i can say that it was probably the best sex ive had in the last week over my reg chicks. after running through 2 boxes of jimmys she informed me she had some and we went at it again. my homey called me to go to RCA but i was to involved/drained to go so i pressed on. around 2am she asked me if i wanted to go to the disco and i said no but if she wanted to go she could, i was tired and about to pass out. we had spent the whole day together and her friends kept calling her so she did. i left some baht near her purse knowing that she was a working girl. she got dressed and got her purse but left the money...i said didnt you forget something? she looked at me and said are you call me this week? i said jing(fosho) to which she replied, no want money call me i come make you yum(seafood salad, my favorite thaifood that we had spoken about being we did spend some time talking that day) i smiled and walked her out got her a taxi and she left.
One thing i can say is thanks to my regular rotational women my basic thai skills have picked up. i still have a long way to go and cant hold a more than few sentence conversation but i think i know enough to get by on a more than basic level we definately spoke alot of thai today, even the new girl taught me some shit and im starting to grasp what people are talking about anytime they speak i think i need to expand my vocabulary but i have the basic verbs down i just need some more lady lessons.
Moving forward i am officially out of my downswing as the past few days each day i have clocked a decent win including last night where i shipped 1k plus by navigating through a field 0f 239 people as well as another cash. more important than booking the win itself is my mindset which is now the most focused its been since i got here. May is traditionally my best month historically and i predict the rest of april and may will be big. im feeling so good infact i think ill tone everything else down a bit just to getherdone son. dont worry for the blog followers as im still have my fun obv.
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On a more serious/trip me out note.. when i was chillen with homegirl today #1 called me from hawaii..the first time i spoke to her since she left. honestly i think ill forever be bothered by her in a sense that its one of lifes true ironys where you love someone but just meet at a time where the pieces of the puzzle do not fit. For her we met right when she was about to start a new life in america and for me i was starting my life in thailand. for what its worth the time we spent was something ill never forget and she will always have a place in my heart. really im lucky in a way b/c had her situation been like 99% of the women in thailand than it could have been game over for me far as running around and going nuts living the goodlife vs the married life...really give me 10 more years than ill consider this. after speaking on the phone for 30 minutes she asked me a series of questions that lead me to ask her if she was pregnant. her answer to this question basically made me drop my phone which is yes.....well of course i figured this would happen as she is now married to this guy and well hes alot older than me and probably wants a family.
when you truly love someone the best you could want for them is to be happy whether they are with you or not. Now the factors to this equation that concern me is A. shes known this guy 3 years and apparently he has been trying to impregnate her since they met. maybe cuz hes older or something but he has not been successful and apparently when he had kid with X wife she had to take some pills or some shit to help get her pregnant. Now the main thing that concerns me is that the timeline of everything falls to her getting pregnant before she left thailand..................the last day/night i saw her we did it like 10+ times, i lost count after 10 and it was def the most i ever done it. One of the most passionate all day event of making love in my life. Now on another note he has been with her everyday minus the 2 she saw me for almost a month and a half so the chances that it belongs to me are slim but.........it is possible. So the reality of things is she is now in america and will live there for a long time probably till dude buys her a house, she gets her citizenship or something along those lines. other than keeping in contact with her and thinking about her in random moments for me we are friends now although i admit to her when we speak that i miss her, she tells me that she/her poor family has everything now but she thinks about me everyday and started to cry. the sacrifices in life one makes run deep. i make my living by understanding people and how they think, predicting/interpreting there actions and i can say she is honest with me in this respect. i kind of wish she would disapear from my mind as i know that at this point no good can come from it. maybe blogging about it will help.
in her i learned the good and down right bad side of thai women really, how they think and everything as i saw her interactions from a bystanders perspective with her future farang/older man husband and well maybe one day ill blog on this but ill just say that um...its very complex and has alot to do with family survival opposed to actual love itself. To some extent she did love him...until she met me. ill end this section by saying i wonder what will happen 9 months from now if the baby pops out and its not his...he btw is of african decent and i am half asian/european so it would be quite obvious. Not much i can do really as she is on the other side of the planet now so ill just see what happens and assume that its not mine till/if i ever hear otherwise. what a mindfuck for him that would be....if he wasnt such an ass to her i would feel bad for him in many respects...truth is he just wanted a trophy wife to enjoy in his old age and really i dont blame him. he picked a good one. to close out this blog ill say that im not bitter or sad really i mean i just nailed some hot chick all day. i will say that overall its good that i had the encounter with #1 i did as it taught me alot and it wont be easy for me to get stuck off some chick. life is good and its going to be a long weekend. gyeeeah!
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